nocturnaSOLER

well lots of changes happened actually

but well of course im such a lazy fucktard

in the midst of aint doin anythin

i still cant find anytime to blog em down...

lazy lazy fucktard gawd im so lazy...

right naw i aint workin for the resto that i used to work for...

i moved to somewhere greater....somewhere potentially rewarding...

well thats what i thought...

well the pay is aint that bad...plus getting an incentive once in a while...

but hey there gonna kill me out of fer-ckin boredom...

its like they're payin me to do nothin and to feel stupid and lazy..

gawd awful mess...

i hate myself for steppin into a territory that i should'nt even meddled with from the start...

gawd...i can be really stupid....

hindi talaga ako pang office material na tao...lelx nabobored ako kaagad...i hate bein a trainee.... ive been workin here for like 2 days now...but dont give me that im-new-eventually-everything-will-be-fine bullcrap....

ang bangis ng angst ko eheheh....

but anywho....HELLO WORLD... thats just gay..lelx